ONE DAY TIL MY CALAGUAS SURFING

And I don't feel good.. :( I had a terrible abdominal pain last night which triggered my first fever for the past one and a half year. I can't explain how painful it is. I can still feel it. Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko dito.. Somehow I know that I need to see the ocean and watch the stars at night. I am crossing out two items from my bucket list after this trip. I know that the Lord will come and surf with me on Saturday. His daughter is so adventurous now at madami pa syang gustong gawin.


I find it funny when people found out that trip kong magsurf at gagawin ko talaga. There's this are-you-serious look sa mga pagmumukha nila. They always ask the same question: "kaya ka ba ng surfboard?" as if the board is breathing and is preparing its muscles three months ahead before I ride them. They don't ask me IF I can ride the surfboard. Funny no? These people. I swear to God, will bow down before me. Hahahahaha!


I know I can't swim and yet I am trying this sport. But I have this feeling that if I want to do something unusual, I just have to trust the people around me and lift my spirit to God. This could be my last blog post, I don't know. I might die on Saturday. Hahahahahaha! Sheeet ang arte ko. Ang morbid pa. 


I am posting pictures of my Calaguas + Bagasbas trip when I get back. For the meantime, mag-aayos muna ako ng gamit ko. I don't know if I will bring my camera (Canary) with me. I don't want to worry about Canary getting wet anyway. So yeah, hindi ko na dadalin. :)


Thanks to my friends who came with me. I can't thank the guys enough.  Matinding pilitan ang nangyari dito. Haha. E sila lang ang game sa ganung trip sa mga office friends ko e. So yun.. I know that I will have a good time. :)

SUPER SCARY ONLINE GAME: HOTEL 626

Oh yeah?

K. If you're a fan of horror movies or stories, then this one's definitely for you: Hotel 626

Hotel 626 is open from 6PM to 6AM daily. That's obviously where they got their name, right? If your butt's increasingly can't get over the scary shit out of your system, you can just change your computer's time allowing you to enter the site earlier than 6PM. But! Take note: BUT! But if you want to feel the excitement this site has to offer, I suggest you wait until the "hotel" opens. Anyway I think you may want to experience all the scary shit alone. (devil smile) This, I think is the scariest game! I played Silent Hill and Resident Evil before and none of them compared to Hotel 626. I am speaking for myself ha.

So you are a guest in the hotel. And you need to get yourself out of the building. Hindi ko na sasabihin ang buo. I want you guys to experience the game itself. 

You need to register. Click the enable webcam and mic for better experience.

Seriously, turn off your lights and put your headphones on! 

The hallway

Your bedside

Ha! It freaked me out! Really!

I swear to God, I don't want to take a picture of some girl popping in and out of my sight in real life.

CONFUSED AND UNDECIDED AT THE AGE OF 25

There you have it. I announced my age already. I am not ashamed as I used to. At this age, maybe I need to start taking life seriously and yeah, act appropriately my age... (Silence) BUT I CAN'T DO IT!!

Top 10 reasons why I like being normal (and when I say normal, that's literally saying I am only thwee at heart.):

1. I like throwing practical jokes to my friends. (Even if I was so darn nervous when they started calling security personnels. To this date, I never told them yet. And I don't have plans of telling them. Haha!) 
2. I like calling them weird names 
3. I like liking Backstreet Boys and Spice Girls 
4. I like showing my butt to my four-year old nephew at home and laugh when he scream like a girl. 
5. I like playing games and forget about the world. 
6. I like laughing like a maniac or scream to death when I feel like doing it at home. Ask my sisters about this. Haha! Oh no.. 
7. I like kissing and smelling my high school friend Jason in public. He. Is. Not. My. Boyfriend. I kiss him like he's a baby. And he smells nice too. A mix of Penshoppe's Paint and cigarette. 
8. I like collecting toys. I wanna collect plush toys now. Haha. See? 
9. I like it when my nephew thinks we are of the same age, four. He told me so. Haha! 
10. I like receiving small toys from my nephew when he's done with it. Saying: "Tita Di, sayo na lang to." 

Top 3 reasons why I don't like to grow up:

1. Responsibilities 
2. Death 
3. Sickness 

I fear them the most. Everybody does. Life is too short to waste time being worried and getting sad. For the past few months, I look at the mirror and say: I am not getting any younger and I can feel it. But it doesn't show. I look cuter than ever with this round face and irresistible smile. But that's not the point. Haha! I gained almost 19 lbs in less than five months and I know that it's not good. I am thinking of getting myself into capoeira or to lessen my food consumption but it's not easy. I feel tired all the time. I feel sleepy most of the time and when it's time to take a rest, I don't feel like doing so. I still want to do more and cross out things from my bucket list. With this weight, I don't think I can do any of it. Well, I'm trying. Anyway, kasama ang pag-lose ng 20 lbs sa bucket list ko.

I've been working as a graphic designer for four months already and I feel like hindi ako nag-improve as an illustrator. I wanted to draw. I want to draw. I want to create. But I don't know where to start. Man is really insatiable. I know na nasa right path ako. I'm here already. I am a designer already. And now, it's up to me to make the most out of it.